There was nothing remarkable about this particular winter's day when the memory of Jo wrapped itself around me. I stood at my kitchen window watching the sparrows, all fluffed up by winters frosty breathe, fluttering to the feeder snatching seeds with their tiny beaks. With a layer of white snow and bare branches as the backdrop, the bird's quick movements punctuated the afternoon's bitter temperature.
I was easily lost watching the sparrows. In all their commotion, they always
seemed to bring a sense of peace with them. In that moment of peace, I heard the
words, I miss you. Music softly playing in another room had drifted into the
kitchen and captured my attention. The sweet melancholy ache in Eva Cassidy's
voice was gently whispering its heartfelt message through her lyrics. With each,
I miss you, and flit of a sparrow's wings, memories of my dear friend Joanne
covered me with the bittersweet balm of love. Though I often thought of Jo,
today's memories overcame me. Carried on the wings of sparrows and lyrics to a
song, warm memories of a dearly departed friend filled my heart and mind. As it
so often goes with family and friends, we shared many mutual interests and
adventures together. I remember the joy I felt when I discovered that Joanne
also took great pleasure in watching the sparrow's antics at the feeder outside
her own kitchen window. Jo had squealed with delight when she first heard Eva's
voice on our cars CD player; it was one of her favourites too! Accompanying this
flood of warm memories was the stark realization that this month marked another
anniversary of her passing. A profound sadness settled in my heart and echoed I
miss you too.
We know that when this tent we live in is taken down - when we die and leave
these bodies - we will have wonderful new bodies in heaven, homes that will be
ours forevermore, made for us by God himself. (2Corinthians 5:1 TLB).
If I am honest with myself, the sadness I felt was for me; I missed all of the
memories that would never be made. I missed Jo's infectious smile, her words of
encouragement, and all she held dear. I missed spending time with her. But when
I think of Jo, instead of myself, my heart is filled with joy. I know that my
friend is in the presence of the Lord; that she has a wonderful new body and
heavenly home. Jo is free from all earthly worries and bondage and is with her
heavenly Father; singing, dancing, praising. Glory to God.
John 3:16
"For God so loved the world that he gave his
only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal
life." I take solace in the knowledge that time apart
from our loved ones are but a moment by eternity's standards. In God's perfect
timing we will be reunited with our brothers and sisters in Christ and with
Jesus too! Heaven is our home. And so it is with a cheerful heart that I fondly
remember my friend on this cold winter's day. I remember times past, but I also
remember her hope for the future. With eyes sparkling, voice bouncing, and a
contented heart, she spoke lovingly about meeting her Jesus. Jo was jubilant
when she told my husband and me that she would greet us at Heaven's gate and
show us around. We look forward to that day, and hope we'll be her neighbours
too!
Prayer - Loving Heavenly Father, we thank You for creating us in Your image and
including us in Your eternal plan. We thank You for blessing us with family and
friends. Sometimes memories are a source of comfort, and sometimes they are a
source of pain. We give the burdens of our hearts to You in exchange for Your
peace. Comfort all those whose hearts are aching and let them feel the loving
embrace of Your everlasting arms. Open our eyes to the beauty and wonders of
Your creation. Speak to our hearts and remind us that we are even more precious
to You than the little sparrows. We ask these things in Jesus Name. To God be
the glory for ever and ever. Amen.
Marci Maxwell
London, Ontario, Canada
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