"Shout for joy to the LORD, all the earth, burst into
jubilant song with music; make music to the LORD with the harp, with the harp
and the sound of singing, with trumpets and the blast of the ram's horn-- shout
for joy before the LORD, the King." (Psalm 98:4-6, NIV)
My wife and I felt like we were going nowhere in a
legalistic church. We wanted to experience our Heavenly Father but didn't know
how; and since there is nothing God would rather do than to reveal Himself to
His children, He came through.
Interestingly, He didn't come through for my wife in
the same way He did for me, nor at the same time…God works on each of us in our
own way, and at the time when we will be the most open to Truth. Today I will
share my wife's experience:
As my wife entered the room to do an initial
assessment on a new patient one Wednesday afternoon, she was confronted with an
unusual question: "Are you a Christian?"
A bit blown away, my wife responded, "Uh, yes! I AM a
Christian."
"Good," responded the lady. "I don't like to work with
non-Christians."
Later that same afternoon, when my wife came back to
give her results and the team's recommendations, this patient again had a
mind-boggling, very out-of-context question: "Do you have the Holy Spirit?"
"Of course," responded my wife. In retrospect, it
wasn't true, but given where we were coming from, she actually thought she had
received the Holy Spirit…
This patient didn't quite buy it, for she had one
further question for my wife: "Do you speak in tongues?"
My wife responded truthfully that she did not, but
that there are different ways to experience the Holy Spirit.
The patient agreed with this, but she proceeded to
argue that the gift of tongues is a special gift that would be of benefit to
every Christian. She ended the session by telling my wife she would be praying
for her to receive the gift of tongues.
My wife was flabbergasted, for she didn't even want to
speak in tongues. After all, she had always been taught that speaking in tongues
was of the devil. Following this incident, however, she began to do an in-depth
search of the Scriptures regarding speaking in tongues. She was shocked to learn
that what our church taught was not in accordance with Scripture. As a result,
she began to pray a sincere prayer: "God, if there is a gift that You want to
give me that would help improve my walk with You, I want it!"
My wife continued to pray this same prayer every day
for several weeks, and then, one day, in our living room, in the early hours of
the morning, she received the gift.
That same evening, her father, a physically-fit man
who was running across the United States at the time, died suddenly of a heart
attack, and the thought occurred to my wife that her dad had died because she
had gone into the "forbidden" zone, and that God was not happy with her that she
now spoke in tongues…
She had no idea if this thought was accurate or not,
but after so many years of church indoctrination, she couldn't shake the idea.
She decided to leave it in God's hands: "If this is truly a gift of You, Father,
please let me know!"
My wife prayed this prayer for over a year, and God
sent her message after message, assuring her that this was, indeed, a gift from
Him. She asked for general signs, and He gave them to her. She asked for
specific signs and received them. She asked for the reverse of her specific
signs, and she received them, too. Finally she was satisfied that this was a
gift of God and that it had nothing to do with her father's death.
Unfortunately, she was now a Spirit-filled Christian
in the midst of a church and family that did not believe that the gifts of the
Holy Spirit were for our day and age. She didn't know what to do, so she kept it
all secret. Even from me.
Naturally, God was not finished with her; but
recognizing that she needed to move forward at her own pace, He shifted the
focus of His molding work to me for a time, and this will be the focus of our
next devotional.
In the meantime, the takeaway from today is this: God
is amazing! He works on each of us in our own time and way, for He cares for us
individually. Let us give God the glory He deserves: "Shout for joy to the LORD,
all the earth, burst into jubilant song with music; make music to the LORD with
the harp, with the harp and the sound of singing, with trumpets and the blast of
the ram's horn-- shout for joy before the LORD, the King." (Psalm 98:4-6, NIV)
Rob Chaffart
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