"For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I
praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are
wonderful, I know that full well." -- Psalms 139:13,14
It is that time of year again...the time for rainy spring days, the smell of
budding flowers, and the sound of chatter on the softball field...
As I watch the tear-stained eighteen-year-old, I want to hug out all of the
sadness and frustration she is feeling and tell her how much I love her. Tonight
may be the last softball game of her high school career. A career cut short
because a nagging knee injury needs surgery so that she can be ready to fulfill
her athletic scholarship at college. As I gaze upon her face, I cannot help but
think of how fortunate I have been to know this beautiful young lady. However, I
know how easily her song could have been one that was unsung...
It was almost nineteen years ago that a teenager trembled as she tearfully said
to her mother and father the words that every parent dreads... "Mom, Dad, I'm
pregnant."
What a frightening time for a nineteen-year-old as she is just starting her
adult life and already facing an uncertain future. What devastation for the
parents as this is the last thing they would have chosen for their daughter.
Thoughts of "we have failed her" to "I am too young to be a grandparent", fill
their minds. In a heartbeat the atmosphere in the house becomes strained and the
following nights are long for the teen as she drenches her pillow with tears.
Tears that come only when she thinks no one can see or hear her.
Many try to persuade her to keep her options open, but there is only one choice
for this determined teen. The little life within her has now become her
responsibility, and she will sacrifice all she has to see that this precious
being grows to be the young man or woman God intended him/her to be. She is at
peace with herself, and the choice she has made...
A baby's first cries fill the air and an exhausted but proud, teenage mom holds
her young daughter for the first time. She is inexperienced, but is determined
to provide for her priceless daughter the best way that she can. If the first
few days are any indication, she has a tough hill to climb. Because of no
insurance, she leaves the hospital early and takes her daughter home, but the
baby girl develops jaundice, and they are forced back to the hospital. Her
pediatrician tells her to leave the baby in their care and to go home and rest.
"You have got to be kidding me!" She exclaims, refusing to leave her baby girl
for even a moment. Something inside her clicks, and, with a determination that
surpasses anything she has felt up to this point, she comes to grips with the
situation. "You are a mom now. Deal with it," she quietly tells herself.
Life is not easy and many hopes and plans for the future are set aside. The
early years are filled with tests and trials but it is a time in her life that
she wouldn't trade for anything. During those rough days and nights, she need
only look at this tender creation God has given her to realize that the best
things in life are right before her in the smile, the coo, and the laugh of this
darling baby girl.
Those eighteen years have flown by, and I ponder all of these things as we
slowly walk away from the softball diamond today. I think about all the joy this
baby girl, who is now a young woman herself, has brought into my life and to
those around her. I remember all the basketball and softball games that we as
her family have sat through, proudly cheering her on. Not only is she the best
all-around female athlete I have ever seen, she is also one of the classiest and
I am most proud of who she is off the court. She conducts herself with grace and
humility and shows kindness to all who cross her path. I cannot imagine life
without my Jen, my darling eighteen-year-old niece.
Tonight my heart is bursting with pride, love, and joy for this remarkable being
who came into our lives. I shudder to think if she had not been born. How
different our family would have been, not to mention the lives of an untold
number of people whom she has touched in her everyday life.
A scared but determined teenage mom made a tough decision all those years ago,
and through it, gave us all the gift of Jen.
Kristi Powers NoodlesP29@aol.com
Write to my lovely bride and let her know your thoughts on her story!
Copyright © 2001 by Kristi Powers, All rights reserved.
Kristi Powers is a full time human development specialist (In other words a
Mommy!) Her stories appear in many books, including Stories for the Extreme
Teen's Heart, Stories for a Teen's Heart Volume 2, Stories for a Woman's Heart,
and the upcoming Chicken Soup for Christian Teen's Soul.
She resides in Wisconsin with her husband Michael where she home-schools their
two young sons, Caleb and Connor. Kristi has been writing stories about her life
since she was a little girl, and loves to share from her heart about her
relationship with God.
To e-mail her just click on this link:
mailto:NoodlesP29@aol.com
The story above is from their book: Straight From the Heart "A Celebration of
Life" which can be previewed at: http://www.hearttouchers.com/michael_powers
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