Desiring Repentance
"'Even now,' declares the Lord, 'return to me with all
your heart, with fasting and weeping and mourning.' Rend
your heart and not your garments. Return to the Lord your
God, for he is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and
abounding in love, and he relents from sending calamity." -
Joel 2:12-13
Jacob Koshy grew up in Singapore with one driving ambition:
to be a success in life, to gain all the money and
possessions he could. That led him into the world of drugs
and gambling, and eventually he became the lord of an
international smuggling network.
In 1980, he was arrested and placed in a government drug
rehabilitation prison in Singapore. Jacob was a smoker, and
cigarettes weren't allowed in the center. Instead, he
smuggled in tobacco and rolled it in the pages of the Gideon
Bible.
One day he fell asleep while smoking. He awoke to find to
find that the cigarette had burned out, and all that
remained was a scrap of charred paper. He unrolled it and
read what was written; "Saul, Saul Why do you persecute me?"
Jacob asked for another Bible and read the entire story of
the conversion of Saul of Tarsus. He suddenly realized that
if God could help someone like Saul, God could help him,
too. There in his cell he knelt and prayed, asking Christ to
come into his life and change him. He began crying and
couldn't stop. The tears of a wasted life washed away his
pain, and God redeemed him. He started sharing his story
with the other prisoners, and as soon as he was released he
became involved in a Church. He met a Christian woman,
married her, and is now a missionary in the Far East where
he tells people far and wide, "Who would have believed that
I could find the truth by smoking the word of God?"
The Lord desires everyone to repent from his or her sin,
turn to Him and to trust and follow Him. Today in prayer,
confess any sin in your life and to repent from it and to
return to the Lord.
"God will take nine steps toward us, but he will not take
the tenth. He will incline us to repent, but he cannot do
our repenting for us." - A.W. Tozer
God's Word: "Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to
salvation and leaves no regret, but worldly sorrow brings
death." - 2 Corinthians 7:10
By Peter Kennedy, Copyright 2004, Devotional E-Mail
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